Nearly A New Year

2015 was an odd one.

Life is always a mixture of both good and bad, of course, but I seemed to have gotten much larger dollops of each this past year, often concurrently.

     Changes at work that I loathe, yet with opportunities to learn and stretch my mind.

     Monetary challenges that are greater than ever, yet that I found a way to address.

     Friends that fell off the map and others that found their way back to the frequent flyer list.

     A relationship that has grown deeper and closer, 

            but with very real issues that have cropped up - which are still largely unresolved.

Yet for all the ups and downs, worries and joys, I still find -- for the first time in many years -- that when I take those little pauses during the day, the ones that are often filled with sighs or a furrowed brow..., I am smiling. Not a broad grin, just a simple, gentle, contented smile.

Over all, I think I liked this year.

So even tho' it's time to ring a new one in, I'm hoping for some carry over. ;-)

Here's to All of Us smiling at the end of 2016!

My Christmas Wish

No matter how you celebrate...

Peace,

Love,

Hope &

Joy...

To All

Dec 23rd

Well, he really liked his gift.

It was used immediately -- and extensively.

Now I'm off to spend Christmas in the bosom of my family.

Where I'll be sitting funny for the next couple of days… ;-D

The Burning Question

With only one week to go…

Decisions, Decisions...

I can smugly announce that I'm pretty much done with my Christmas shopping.

Except…

I've gotten a bit bogged down looking for BG's kinky gift for this year.

You see, after the debacle success of last year's magnets (gg, I still have a bone to pick with you about that!) I learned a very important lesson:

This man doesn't necessarily use toys the way I fantasize about.

(Go figure, huh?)

Even already-perverted pervertibles can take on new and unexpected purpose in his hands, so I must be vewy, vewy careful…

Those stinkin' magnets were purchased because I'd been swept away by visions of intense, erotic nipple pain - wave after wave of lovely burning torment, running straight from my breasts to my groin. Such was my dream… and is indeed the reality -- IF he chooses to use them on my nipples. But that truly is an iffy proposition, since his favorite way to use them is still... on my tongue. (#evenpainslutsweep)

And while I am generally able to withstand the searing agony of that for long enough to please him, I freely admit that each and every time, I'm also thinking, "What dang fool went and bought these, anyhow?"

So gift selection has been a far more deliberate affair this year.

Anything - anything at all - that makes me purr, "ooooh, that looks deliciously wicked…" must now be scrutinized from all angles, all possibilities considered. I've tried to see them with the eyes of a dominant… which generally results in a very short list of possibilities very quickly.

Yet I don't want to go completely chicken-shit on him, either. 

I still want to get something that will bring that evil grin to his face. 

Because let's face it, that's a pretty hot thing, that grin…  ;-D

What to do? what to do…?

Sugar-Buzzed

Thanks to each and every one of you who helped to make Cookie Day so much fun! 

Some of you were newcomers, some of you have been with me since year one, and ALL of you came up with fantastic recipes!

My eyeballs gained a lot of weight and I enjoyed every moment of it!

(#loveyouall)

'Til next year! 

"Because I Like It" Wednesday

Sorry I've been kinda quiet lately.
Busy, holidays, cookies, existential angst… you know the kind of thing I mean.  :-)
Still here, tho'!