A friend sighed that she longed to be sexy and wicked...
and it suddenly struck me, much to my chagrin, that I don't.
I mean, sure, we all want the objects of our affection to find us desirable.
What person in their right mind doesn't want their lover to think they're HAWT?
So, yes, I went there with my friend, for a little mental moment…
But after the first imagined toss of my hypothetical glossy mane of hair, I realized just how completely tedious I would find the S&W condition. Not to mention, inconvenient.
Although actually, it's more accurate to say it would be tedious and inconvenient to deal with the results of being sexy and wicked. The traits themselves simply "are" -- it's the reactions they elicit that annoy me.
Hovering men make me want to swat them.
Suspicious women are ludicrous.
Attention makes me uncomfortable.
The sad fact is, I simply can't be bothered with sexy and wicked.
I much prefer to just be me.
Sad, innit?
Will somebody please phone home for me?
5 comments:
I agree with you. I am who I am and if you like me and find me desirable well then I am sexy to him and myself. I can't always be Stacey's mom and look like the supposed milf.
Oh and yes on the blowjobs. Many a deals are made with blowjobs as the currency, the things I can get. Silly man, always thinking with his, well I guess he isn't thinking, he is just wanting.
I don't like attention either. For example, I go out of my way to avoid "greeters" and they still greet me even if I'm 20 feet away walking quickly with my head down, and it annoys me to no end.
B-
It's a funny line to walk, I grant you.
But yeah. It's the being seen for myself and finding that sexy and wild, as opposed to being overtly (and somehow generically) sexy and wild.
Hair-splitting, yet significant.
T-
I think I tolerate generic attention okay, but specific attention can be tricky...
I so agree with you Jz. Just like to be me...don't need or want to be center of attention. ;) Personally, I like me the way I am.
Hugs and Blessings...
Cat
C-
It's an odd one... I'm not sure I can say I like me the way I am... but I do accept me the way I am. And others are going to need to, as well.
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